This week is training week at Texas Road House. I have to be there everyday at 3 p.m. and don't get done until 10 p.m. So I leave Bella at 2:30 in the afternoon and don't get to see her until the next morning when she wakes up. Yesterday was the first day of 5 and she woke up at 12:30 last night and would not let me put her back in her crib. She just kept crying mama mama. So sad, so of course I sat and rocked her for a while then I gave up and brought her in bed with us. She just cuddled up so sweet next to me and slept for a while (she never does that) when she started to get restless I put her back in her bed and she slept till 6:30 and woke up saying mama mama. I think this is so sweet and it makes me feel so good but breaks my heart at the same time because I know she missed me and wondered where I went for so long. And I still have 4 more days! Aghhh! And I don't get to see Eric at all! He leaves for work at the butt crack of dawn so I'm still asleep and by the time I get home he's asleep. I just have to keep reminding myself it's only one week, I can do it.Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Hardest week ever!
This week is training week at Texas Road House. I have to be there everyday at 3 p.m. and don't get done until 10 p.m. So I leave Bella at 2:30 in the afternoon and don't get to see her until the next morning when she wakes up. Yesterday was the first day of 5 and she woke up at 12:30 last night and would not let me put her back in her crib. She just kept crying mama mama. So sad, so of course I sat and rocked her for a while then I gave up and brought her in bed with us. She just cuddled up so sweet next to me and slept for a while (she never does that) when she started to get restless I put her back in her bed and she slept till 6:30 and woke up saying mama mama. I think this is so sweet and it makes me feel so good but breaks my heart at the same time because I know she missed me and wondered where I went for so long. And I still have 4 more days! Aghhh! And I don't get to see Eric at all! He leaves for work at the butt crack of dawn so I'm still asleep and by the time I get home he's asleep. I just have to keep reminding myself it's only one week, I can do it.
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Aw HOw sad! Let me know if there is anything i can do to help you out. Good Luck at Roadhouse!
I bring Emmett into bed with me every morning to sleep for an extra hour. I love snuggle time! hehe. I am probably creating a bad habit, but I don't care because it is so sweet to cuddle. It looks like Bella had a fun time at the Bee's game. She is so cute!
That is hard... but it is only a week! You can do it!!Good Luck!
sounds hideous! good thing you get to take a break to lagoon it up this weekend!! yeah
oh i can imagine how tough this week will be, i go stir crazy being away for only a couple hours from Soren. That is so sweet how she loves her mama sooo much! That is a good sign that you are a great mom!
that is such a bummer ha? School starts for me in 5 weeks and I am not looking forward to leaving this baby....it will break my heart. These girls just need their mama's. :) btw Texas Roadhouse is my FAV. restaurant. Good luck with everything. ~Jeffi
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